From the mailbag:
Hello Andrew,
I messaged you the other day about your Big 4 course and my anxiety and you told me to email you my resume and tell you more about my story. Recently we had our second child and after she was born I developed postpartum depression (PPD). I sought out help for my PPD through information my doctor gave me after he evaluated me and started attending counseling.
While I was in treatment for the PPD I found out that some things that I have been doing my entire life are not normal behavior and that I suffer from General Anxiety Disorder (GAD). GAD affects many aspects of my life and because of it I have a hard time in school as well as talking with people. I can’t relax, startle easily, and have difficulty concentrating. I have trouble falling asleep and sometimes I wake up feeling wired because of everything running through my mind. It is like my mind never shuts down to let me rest. Because of being unable to shut off my brain I am often fatigued, have frequent headaches, muscle tension and aches, and can get irritated easily. When it comes to school I have to approach everything carefully and force myself to sit down to work if I can’t concentrate.
Lately, I have been attending career fairs to try and get an internship, but I have a hard time approaching people because of my GAD. This is because I stumble over my words and lose my train of thought. When I do this the recruiters from the companies think I’m unprepared and try to finish talking to me as fast as possible in order to move on to a person who is confident and seems prepared. It is very difficult to deal with my disorder and I hate that it makes me feel as though I will never accomplish anything. I was raised that if you want to accomplish something or do something in your life you have to make it happen, so I’m trying to find any and every way to make it happen.
Do you think this program will help me?
Thanks,
Bean Counter Fan
This seems to be a two part issue so I’ll cover it as such.
Therapy
My courses and I can’t help anyone with any psychological or health issues. However, in my personal experience as someone who came from a very troubled childhood and has spent 3-4 years in therapy and almost 2 of those years in a 24 hours 7 days a week therapeutic boarding school.
You need to find a good behavioral therapist that can help you confront this head on. I also typically refer people to not use medication while going through that process if its an option, but I am not a medical professional and you should seek such advice. I have just seen that be much more successful for people in the long run with friends, family, and fellow therapy program participants. However therapy, more than ANYTHING else will contribute to your family happiness, earning potential, and professional success.
I would not spend less than 1-2 years in weekly or bi-weekly therapy because the truth is, people spend $20-100K on education but two parts of you go to work:
Your skills and YOU!
You need to spend just as much time and money on you as you do on school. If you can overcome this in the next 2 years, that will be far more effective to your future than any course, recruiting tip, or resume I can provide. If you do decide to go to therapy 1-2 times per week and can’t afford the Big 4 course, I’ll give it to you for free.
My Courses
While my courses and working with me personally won’t help solve GAD (or any underlying issues like ADD, ADH, etc), it will help by giving you a better understanding of the process. You will be better prepared and can potentially reduce your anxiety because you will know what to expect, how to act in certain situations, what to ask at career fairs, what interview questions you will be asked, etc.
In that regard it could be of huge help to you but I wouldn’t make my courses my primary focus and concern. YOU need to get better and the only way for that to happen is confrontation of the issue head on in therapy!